i miss you (ma exboi)

its 13 march already .. :( .. dh mcok 2month an shue single .. how poor . i mish u so much dear .. poe all everything . mish cgt2 . shue stil xleyy 4get uh smua . shue cyg coco coank je . shue xdak cpe2 pon afte kte break . if ad pon bkn leyy arap .. shue xmgharap gk if ad smeone ag better dr coco uh dtg lam idop shue nih .  shue xleyy trust kt cpe2 . mmg rmy yg admire at shue . but just ignore r . doank sume ske amek ksempatan je . doank xikhlas ! doank sje ske at shue coz shue chantik ! kkdg ad gk coz shue ramah cgt . bkn shue bajet uh ! dh shue xnk ! coco pon tao ap yg pling shue nk cgt2 uh , shue pna gto an b4 nih  . if coco xigt . its oke .
2month already .. agk2 coco dh tol2 xcygs ag an shue wpun ckg kawan je . coco msty wt dh x tao pape je pe dh coco wt an . seolah2 xdak smthing yg blaku uh . . agk2 coco cng aty uh tgk shue cmni coz coco ?  agk2 coco cng aty x lpas an shue cm uh je ?
msty epy gler an . npe mudah cgt uh .  coco wt cm uh seolah2shue xpna wujud pon . lgsung x ase bsalah uh . coco kejam !! coco saket an aty gal yg coco dh wt dye jao mharap kt coco uh ! npe an dye coco x wt cm uh gk b4 nih ! 
coco xpgg an jnji ! coco xpgg an kte2 coco gk ! 

coco pna ckp kt shue coco xske ne tipu ! but coco sndry tipu uh ap ! shue tao niat coco ikhlas . tp npe wt shue cm nih ??!! sgup gler !
bg shue coco mmg dh brubah ! shue cm da xknl ag syamir fa'imyy yg shue knl dlu2 uh . coco cm dh jd cm boi len uh . npe jao cgt pgaruh dye kt coco ?? coco tipu shue . byk r dye uh xgrg ..abes yg coco ngadu sll kt shue ?? ap uh . bkn gado gk uh nme uh . xpna gado ?? tipu r ! coco gto shue dye uh if mrajok kkdg lme kkdg coco nk pujuk pun susa .. if xdak slh pon majok gk . abes uh ap smua uh ! coco jgn nk brani tipu shue uh ! bia r shue dok jao . shue xtao ap jd an coco . but shue ad feel yg kuat meyh !
cmpy ckg shue stil ag apt ase .
im so sory sbb wt coco tgu lme .. soe if shue xeply text coco . :( i'll text u later hunn ..
thnks poe abel gk coz temu an shue an dye .. wpon festym uh kteoank smue "xbtol" ..
but not abel je , thnks poe God coz capai an hajat shue .wpun shue xmtx nk kapel an dak semnjung . xtualy shue bhajt nk kapel wif org yg ag jao uh . like korea . uh pon tym uh gler korea . but ble knl an coco , smua impian uh shue lupe an . shue jd tertarik wif coco , shue tlalu ttumpu an coco je dh tym uh . poe 2nd day shue mmg dh ase smthing wif coco . mmg shue b4 nih xdak taste wif dak smnjung uh . kwn mmg r rmy .  Tuhan temu an shue an org yg sbaik cm dye uh .
if x . shue xkn MATANG  smpy ble2 uh . dr mnde yg shue xtao wt  smue uh jd pdy . uh smua shue wt coz coco . cm coco ckp .. everything's poe u dear . cm uh gk shue wt tok coco ..
mmg coco lom wt smthing yg special kt shue . but mnde yg wt shue brubh coz coco gk r uh special ..
tym kapel coco sll lyn shue . bia pon jao . uh pon dh cm coco bg phatian yg ckup uh .
shue ni seolah2 cm wife tgu azben blik umh . cm tym coco blik awl abis cuti bln 12 uh . kol  4 je tym uh wktu coco  blik klas . shue mule r nk tgu coco text . cmpy r tym ary kteoank break uh . shue epy cgt2 ptg uh . ttbe je coco send ckp nk break . ap mnde uh wt coco ttbe tpk uh smua .
shue tol2 xleyy time .. ppe pon jgn pakse shue nk lupe an smua ! shue dh byk wt smthing kt coco . coco pon paam an ,. coco xtpk gk uh . coco pna gk ajr shue sal nih . coco owez nshat an shue mnde nih .
xjumpe ag coco dh mtx break . i though if shue jmpe an coco , shue need mke smthng yg special tok wt coco epy uh ., uh smua x ksmpaiann pon . how come ! :(
shue dh try byk kli nk wt smthng yg leyy wt shue epy n dpt time smua nih . but its doesnt work !
shue xtao nk wt pe ckg . nk shue diam dr . shue owez je igt uh smua .
bkn cbb coco stil contact an shue ag pon . uh x wt shue mkin cyg n xley lupe uh smua pon ,
shue xpakse dr gk nk wt uh smua.
shue stil ag bthan uh an uh smua .. cmne shue thn an pgai coco .byk mne pon kte sik break je tym kapel .. shue thn gk .. jrg uh tgk org cm shue nih . shue pon xtao npe shue thn ngn uh smua . if shue cm gal len msty coco dh lme shue tgl an . an 1st bf xpna pon cmni .. mtx break pon wt derk je . but poe d 2nd bf . =.="
susa gler meyh . asl shue ne hadapi ujian cmni !
shue xtao nk ckp ap daa .. shue xlrt da sik nk nges je coz trgt an coco uh !

ppe pon shue wish coco bek2 je . hop coco ceat . mamam uh jgn lupe . blaja uh ajin2 if coco nk bgge an mama n abah . but ne gk wt akk neesa n akk long bangge uh , shue hrp , pas coco posting t coco smbung stdy cm coco pna gto kt shue . shue owez keep support kt coco . owez doa an yg tbaik tok coco .

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